The Not So Secret Life

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Sooo….ive had this book called iActuate for a while now. I got it for free at a Bridge Builders meeting…never read it though. Basically, its a book with 100 days worth of inspirational quotes and messages that coorespond and whatnot. Well today i FINALLY cracked it opened and decided to read the first page. Well I’m glad i did because well, it was quite worth it. So…for the next 99 days I will be reading one a day. And maybe reflecting on it here on tumblr….why cuz thats what tumblr is for, to speak my mind.

Today was the first day at my new school. So in a way…its like I had to start over. Last year I had a bad experience with school and ect… BUT i REFUSE to let that affect my school year here. I have already made up my mind that this year will be AMAZING. I plan on making new friendships as well as strengthening ones i have up here. I’m gonna become a better person all around. With God giving my strength and my friends and boyfriend that have my back uncondtionally…I know this year will be AMAZING for me. If nothing else, i have the strength and determination to hold my own no matter what. And with that, i present my song of jthe day… Fly by Nicki Minaj. I have not just adopted this as my theme for the rest of the shcool year….but for my life as of now

SONG OF THE DAY- Fly by Nicki Minaj feat Rihanna

I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
to fly
to fly

I wish today it will rain all day
Maybe that will kinda make the pain go away
Trying to forgive you for abandoning me
Praying but I think I’m still an angel away
angel away, yeah strange in a way
Maybe that is why I chase strangers away
They got their guns out aiming at me
But I become Neo when they aiming at me
Me, me, me against them
me against enemies, me against friends
somehow they both seem to become one
A sea full of sharks and they all smell blood
they start coming and I start rising
must be surprising, I’m just surmising
I win, thrive, soar, higher, higher, higher
more fire

I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
to fly
to fly

Everybody wanna try to box me in
Suffocating everytime it locks me in
Paint they own pictures than they crop me in
But I will remain where the top begins
Cause I am not a word, I am not a line
I am not a girl that can every be defined
I am not fly, I am levitation
I represent an entire generation
I hear the criticism loud and clear
That is how I know that the time is near
So we become alive in a time of fear
And I ain’t got no motherfucking time to spare
Cry my eyes out for days upon days
Such a heavy burden placed upon me
But when you go hard your nay’s become yay’s
Yankee Stadium with Jay’s and Kanye’s

I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
to fly
to fly

Get ready for it
Get ready for it
Get ready for it
I came to win
Get ready for it
Get ready for it
Get ready for it
I came to win

I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
To fly
To fly

I realize i haven’t updated my tumblr legitly in forever…o well. that shall soon change!!!

saydee:

I hate when people talk to me like im fucking stupid! And its always the ones who know THE LEAST! It pisses me off when people assume im some type of idiot. Then when they figure out im smart af they wanna be suprised and look stupid. Yeah. Gotcha bitch. You may be used to talking to dumb fucks everyday but im not one of them. Piss off.

saydee:

If you were to ask me what am I afraid of i would say “Not a DAMN thing!”. Id be lying though. Im afraid of being forgotten. Its an irrational fear on my part because im just so freakin awesome (lol). Im serious though. I feel like one day im gonna wake up and theres gonna be no one around. Nobody is gonna wanna be my friend. I’ll just be alone in the world. Itll just be me &Jesus. Thats fine and all but i like people too.

saydee:

People who get pointless attitudes with me can eat my shit. Then the trip part is you never find out why they have an attitude with you because they dont tell you why. Its cool though. Along with that attitude you can have a lifetime supply of my SHIT! eat up hoe!