Its when two people can be as one. When no matter what the other person may be going thru, you are right there by thier side helping them fight thier battle. When you have that sense if something isnt okay or isnt right. When everytime you see each other you cant help but smile. When every kiss feels like the first. When just the sound of their name you get happy. You can be talking about absolutly nothing and it still feels like the best conversation. You trust this person with your life. Every day you wake up and thier on ur mind, and they are the last thing you think of when u go to sleep. You cant wait til the next time you see them, and departing is sad. You have your fights but at the end you always kiss and make up. No matter thier past, you see past it and only can see now and the future. They are the light of your day and you cant see yourself anywhere else. they are everything to you. This is just a nutshell of what love is to me
Irvin Brown and Betty Brown…. Lov them to death. They do the best for me that they can and I love them for that. I couldnt ask for more….well, breathing room but dont. I love my mommy, but im truly a daddy’s girl. :) the end
August 14, 2009…the day my life turned upside down for the better…or lets go further back….July 2009, when i met him, Darrell Foster.
I met him at Bridge Builders. He was different, goofy, a little obnoxious, but a good friend none-the-less. Despite it all, he really grew on me. He was there for me to lean on when my knee messed up at camp and helped me hobble around downtown. After camp we started talking alot and it progressed from there. Then August 14 2009, i became the happiest girl in the world! I finally had what i dreamed of, a real relationship built on friendship and not some guy trying to get some ass. I was so happy, but at the same time scared. I punked out and ended it :/ I realized my mistake, but too late. So i did what was best. I kept him close and he became my best and closest friennds. We talked about everything under the sun. We hung out like crazy all summer and had a ball.
He really opened my eyes on how to just let go and have fun, to not be afraid to go after what I want. He taught me more about myself. Most importantly he taught me how to love and what its like to be loved.
Despite what ups or downs happened, this past year or so has honestly been the best of my life so far. No matter what happens, I love this boy for life. :)
(if you read this…Team Jailbait will forever top Team Hannah Montana :D)
….So i wake up this morning and stretch. Something doesnt feel right so i reach down and touch my stomach…why is it that the ball to my belly ring is gone…How the heck did i do that? AND its nowhere to be found!
Day 01 – Introduce yourself. Day 02 – Your first love. Day 03 – Your parents Day 04 – What you ate today. Day 05 – Your definition of love. Day 06 – Your day. Day 07 – Your best friend. Day 08 – A moment. Day 09 – Your beliefs. Day 10 – What you wore today. Day 11 – Your…
So….i was watching Bet and my favorite show ever, The Game, is on….and i just had a revalation that connedcts to my life….something that has been bugging me for the last…..4 or 5 days….and it had slowly been making more and more sense…but today it has completly 100% clicked…THANK YOU MELANIE AND DERWIN!! lol
I’m not gonna lie, college got a sister goin craazy. within the past few months, I’ve done alot of soul searching, alot of self-reflection and a hell of alot of thinking and crying. And some things have just been buggin way too much
Grades. Oh my lanta…..idk where to start. Ive been busting my butt to waht seems to be no avail! I know im trying hard. but i feel like its not reflecting in my work.
School.I can’t stand it. I came here expecting SO much. and ive gotten NONE of it. I’ve trying to adjust and as school reaches the near end point, no breakthru has been accomplished. I’m still as alone as I was when i first got here, no friend to confide in…in all reality no true friend. I’ve attempted to reach out but to me, it feels like im once again stuck in high school, only this time, im in a majority black school with so called “grown” people. It really sucks being alone when i’m used to an enviroment where i meet lots of people and make new friends. Its an adjustment ive been trying to make, but have been failing at miserbaly. Yet and still i refuse to give up. I think ive come to the conclusion that this isn’t the place for me. I’ve pretty much made up my mind on going home next semester…where that plce is…i dont know. Actually i do. I’m gonna be at MTSU. this is honestly a whole nother post in itself so im gonna leave it at this for now.
Of course relationships got a sister buggin but thats a whole nother story with in itself…
So, I been lookin for a site where i could just write whatever I feeel without worry of judgement. Facebook is not that. And while I love twitter, somethimes 140 characters is just not enough! My friend suggested tumblr to me…so lets give this a shot! So with that being said..allow me reintroduce myself
Im Memphis born n bred, a southern girl to the fullest. Current location, Washington DC but thats soon to change! My current aspiration: becoming an elementary school teacher. I love kids and want to better thier lives in some form. I’m a dreamer. I’ve got big goals and aspirations. And guess who plans on completing them, THIS GIRL. I’ve been blessed to do the things I’ve done this far and pray I continue to be blessed.